Is it impossible to ask how I'M feeling today?

Is it so hard to thank me for doing useful things I wasn't asked to do but did despite feeling very shitty?

Is it too much to ask for a little bit of love and attention on the days I need it most?

Fuck me, I'm in one of the shittiest moods ever today and it's angst but I feel like nobody gives a shit right now.

Also, since I don't feel like I'm done angsting yet - YAY for a whole night of sitting in feeling sorry for myself by myself again. Awesome. *bangs head off desk*

Yes I know I'm being stupid, and no I don't care. I get emo sometimes too you know.